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Not what I want

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If I could strike my thoughts out
With a sharpened will
I would.
If I could not see you
Or if I could not feel,
I'd be so grateful.

It's haunting to think I have no control.
The butterflies will swim in my head
As you walk with clarity
And peace in your day.

I hate what I want
But I want what I'm hating.
I want what I don't,
What I've been avoiding.
When did I lose my grip?
What drove me here and why you?

I don't need you
I don't need me.
I don't need this shit
But this shit wants me.

Go away.
Go far away.
Go away.
I don't want this.
I don't want to be feeling this way again.......
© 2009 - 2024 Aubundance
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ZZZsleep's avatar
Im always here for you to,but please dont cast aside your feelings, I also feel like that sometimes to (at least you can actually talk to someone you like) lol but I know I always need to hold onto them as much as I can because I will always be hopeful I know someone will come along that I have those feelings for, so I dont want you to lose hope or those feelings either though sometimes life can be bittersweet at least you can always talk to friends~